This indefinite ‘quasi’ state lasted 14 years, up until September 2016….

I can see now that during this period, the steward was in charge of the household, not the master. There always was a presence of the master, but he was not actively stepping forward to take control of the household, perhaps because he was not yet strong enough.

The steward was dealing with all household issues – servants’ identifications, many I’s, negative emotions, etc. And often it went out of control.

So, after 14 years, the steward cried out…

“Help! How can I manage all of this? So many strong I’s are occupying the household and I do not know what to do. Show me how to get out of this situation! I cannot keeping going like this! Help!”…..