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Birth of inextinguishable awareness

Birth of inextinguishable awareness

‘It’ happened on the night of September 11, 2002. I went to bed around midnight that night. Lying down, a point of orgasm arose from inside my lower abdomen. Then the orgasm spread into my entire body, into every cells of my body…a whole body orgasm. I was filled with orgasmic, intense positive energy. It burnt my entire body.

The orgasm lasted about 20 min. When the orgasm subsided I was totally a different man – transmuted. I was new. I was awake. I was present. And inextinguishable awareness was born in myself.

A person who was there before simply disappeared. A new inextinguishable awareness came in and took over my body.

An enlightenment….so it happened.

‘You’ will not awake

‘You’ will not awake

‘You’ that desiring to awake,
‘You’ that earnestly working on yourself,
‘You’ that making effort to remember yourself, trying not to express negative emotions, and trying not to identify,
‘You’ that feeling noble emotions,
‘You’ that you are perceiving as you,
the person you call ‘I’.

These are still “group of I’s”, perhaps developed to the level of deputy steward or steward through years of work, but still a part of a machine — a machine which believing one day it will awake through all these efforts.

But you are in a true sense a machine.
And a machine will not awake.

Whatever you do, ‘you’ will not awake.
It is not this ‘you’ which will awake.